Addicted to Chaos

Keep my heart warm for my blood is cold

I do what I want, never what I'm told.

Everything revolves around me as it does around you

Don't expect the love to come out of the blue.

You call me stubborn but everytime I get stabbed I am born

I come in many shapes and I can take any form

Life transforms.

If I get worse I'm getting better

You can compare me to the weather

Because you don't know what's ahead

Enough said.

I Understand Nothing

I've seen myself on the other side of the room
Watching my face I would realise soon
The look in my eyes it not what I used to see
The emotion either was not what it used to be


It didn't look like myself at all
Something unpure was hiding between these walls


laying face up
head falling slowly
my body was numb

Know Your Sleep

Walking from room to room,
I met my grandfather pretty soon
he was about to go to sleep
and I was about to have another leap
then I said, like it all made sense
"This is a dream, I can't leave in ignorance"
I went by the bed to where he sat
I had a question and I asked him that
I said "How does it feel to be dead?"
He looked at me with no surprise
I saw his hands, they start to rise
He grabbed my head with gentle love
And gave a kiss on head above
Everything was falling out of place
So did the image of his face
I felt like drifting to an end
I had to let go of his hand.

Running now from room to room,
I was thinking it'll end pretty soon
I was fighting in my sleep
Yet I was heading way too deep
But as I ran outside the house,
I chased a deer that had no cause
I reached a fence I tried to jump
And it all proved to be a lump
So as I bounced to look inside
It all made sense now in my mind

To see myself  from the outside
I saw the things I had to fight.

Soon, I really woke up.

No Substitute

We were floating down the road
Riding a bus that was a boat
He got tired, he could not take anymore
He fell asleep as we got closer to shore
Water started covering him up
I grabbed his hand but he was numb
He then stood up and he let go
He said : "look forward!", "you'll be fine before you know".
From cold to warm my blood has turned
All I can say is Lesson Learned.